It is all very quiet

It is all very quiet.

Crowds everywhere, nicam languages, money clothes, unending dining, new year merchandise, friends, family, business associates…

But all is very quiet.

Within my heart.

I heard my heart song.

The body chaperoning the mind, well, almost always.

(Oh, how sweet.)

But first my face grew tender, a smile unfolding like tendrils.

I felt the fire.

Warming my blood on a 6C night.

The wind joining in the carousing of the festivities, yet

I was awed, intoxicated by the fire of my heart.

It is all very quiet.

I became the fish

That did not get wet.

And slithered into oblivion.

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The Ride of the Dragon

Exactly one year ago, when the Rabbit re-entered the Chinese calendar, my life completely turned around. That was the year when I had finally lost it. What I lost was the pride of my spirit.

It was a time of deep confusion and chaos, I felt the only navigation that has guided me throughout life, that which I believed to be love, had actually been a fake. I could not even begin to describe in words the intense feeling of betrayal and fear I was in. My life had been lived as an illusion up till now, and I was solely responsible for this mess.

The year leading up to the Rabbit, the incidents that lined up all allowed me to fall deeper into this abyss, until there was no more depth to fathom, I was swimming in the abuse and lovelessness I had allowed into my life and was simply choking in its toxicity. Throughout this year, spirit fought and fought, bouncing between the states of illusion and Love. This has not only caused great exhaustion, it has ushered me into a state of frozenness, I could not more forward, backward, left, right, up or down. I felt moving in any direction or degree, would put me in grave danger, spirit was truly mortified.

Yet, my heart knew I had to move. I needed to move and as there was no where to go externally, so I moved In, straight into my inner-heart. And a miracle happened.

In utter desolation, I had found the place which I had always known but had not lived. I had lost everything, but in-truth, those things had to be lost, I had to be lost, and especially the pride of the spirit had to be lost, for me to come face to face with my kingdom, which has always been there, right there within my heart.

I returned to Love.

This miracle is so subtle, it begged me to just be with it, without speaking, without doing, just being with it. For the entire year of the Rabbit, I was simply being with Love. I knew it in my heart, but I had yet to embody Love in livingness. Talking is one thing, walking one’s talk is completely another. If I walk my talk, every single breath inhaled is a moment to do so. And thus, the Rabbit dug up every hidden discrepancy burrowed, and made me look. Keeping it? Burying it back? Not a chance, sweetheart.

And thus, there was no fighting. What had to go, simply did. Without a whisper, without necessary explanations, without more. Any physical and emotional action that was lived in lovelessness, immediately affected and was literally released through the body. I came to a complete new honoring for this physical vehicle.

We are about to enter the Year of the Dragon, I am ready to take a break from the earthy burrowing of the rabbit and step on the dragon’s back, taking with me dirt and soil from every lesson and mistake in unawareness, and just ride from the depths of our hearts.

“Holding the dragon’s tail, he swings me half way in the air, closing my eyes I hung on with nothing but a brazen heart of trust. Thus so, I land, many fluffered, but not a hair less, hugging his heart.”*

Wishing all a fabulous ride of the Dragon.

With love.

*quote by me

Connecting Hearts

2012 is my year of connecting hearts and people.

The unity consciousness aligned and dawned upon this body around 3 years ago, and that year, the project 1heartperu was birthed.

Come this year, this project is expanding beyond Peru.

Presently, like 1heartperu, this is a one woman project. By a woman who has a burning heart, and a son who is her travelling buddy.

We may not have excess monetary surpluses, but every penny that the Universe gifts from the natural flow of our energies, we devote into the project. The project, in-truth, is simply our livingness.

The Soul has spoken to us that this year, we are to serve in the Americas. So we return with a smile, and say thank you, let’s go.

A world map downloaded and screen-saved, I gaze at it every day and feel where we shall begin.

And a mountain in the Mexican desert has first called us.

The dream is within us. It is not anywhere outside and we are not travelling to search for it. We are dreaming it constantly, by living it, every hour, every day. This dream, we bring with us, anywhere upon the planet we may venture. And through our livingness, we share the dream with all.

It could be a hug, or a kiss hello, it could well be a look into another’s eyes, bare feet on the earth in dance, solo or collaboratively in co-creation.

The dream is Love, it is purely simple and natural. We do not have any fanfare or routines prepared, neither will we have much for attraction. But every moment we are open, to receive every heart that is beating of similar rhythms and singing in harmonics. Similarly, we will be received in the same way.

And continue we will, to dream, with every breath and the fullness of who we are, for the dawning of unity in mankind.