A hybrid of a firey heart and a self effacing personality, the body acts as mediator.
This moment, I have no words or desires but am prostrating to this vehicle in utmost respect and humility, its agreement to take on one of the hardest tasks, and yet have over and over again through its compassion and wisdom, worked endlessly to bring back harmony, to constantly teach and learn to incorporate soul into what is not of soul.
I
Am
Too humbled
For words.
Eternally
Learning with you.
Life is actually very simple.
Our spirit and our minds are masters in making everything much more complicated, and most of the times, we buy into it.
We create multitudes of complex situations in life due to separating from our Soul. The pain which results in turn lead us to seek for outside solutions, which does not actually heal, but cause more pranic energy, and hence, more pain. Deep down we may be aware that how we go through life does not solve anything, yet because of the spirit’s pride, we are unwilling to admit it or change the energy we have aligned ourselves with.
In- truth, it is unlikely that we are experiencing this for the first time. What we have experienced in previous reincarnations will naturally feel more comfortable for us in this life, and consequently, we go through it again, unaware. If we do not stop and make a conscious choice to experience something different, we will go through lifetime over lifetime, supporting prana; leading us further and further separated from the Soul, where unity lies.
In deep pain, some choose to ignore or avoid it. But life is not just love and light. We cannot cover up what is there, and hope it will go away. It won’t. If we don’t choose to face truth, truth will catch up with us and make us face it. Facing truth may bring up emotions, be aware that in these moments, we may become controlled by the emotions that surface. If this happens, it is only just another game that perpetuates prana. It is unnecessary to immerse oneself in gatherings or meetings which support the arousal of emotions, because any situation which encourages the mass expression of any kind of emotion, is causing more pranic energy to be released into the world.
Prana, or emotions, is the root cause of all pain, and dis-eases on the planet. It is also what the Mother Earth is desperately trying to re-harmonize herself from.
The imminent more frequent upheavals of the Mother Earth, termed as “disasters” by mankind, is a wake up call for all. Life until now is not working for the planet. Unless we begin to see differently, choose differently, what has been, cannot be the way forward. Choose to connect back with your Soul. Return back to the inner heart.
The recent earthquakes and tsunami around the planet may have brought you back into your heart. Albeit a shattering, the heart is felt once again. This is a beginning. Now we know what it feels like to have a heart. We begin to feel what is a connection to all, that what has happened to the people in another part of the world, could have easily happened to us. Nothing is a separate or individual incident.
From the space of the heart, which still experiences emotions, gradually we return to the inner heart. Here there is stillness. There is Joy, Harmony and Love. In the inner heart, there are no emotions such as elation, because to experience elation requires one to rise from somewhere low (depression) to somewhere high (elation). But Joy is a feeling in the inner heart, it is permanent.
When we return to the inner heart, life returns to Simplicity. And the planet will also reflect that back to us.
Photo: CK (Secret Nine Productions)
Can you imagine how it would be like if nothing ever changes?
And can you imagine how it would be like if everything changes in a split second?
In the experience of life we have probably chosen somewhere in between. Generally speaking there are two types of conscious changes that happen for those who wish to be aware of them.
The first type of change is a desire to improve on something, because we feel there is a lack within us, in desperation, we search for something outside of ourselves to fix what we feel is lacking, be it health, relationships, career etc. We need to feel good again, feel young again, feel vitality again, feel whole again, but we don’t know how or why. Therefore, we try from yoga to shopping therapy; veganism to guru-worshipping; drug and alcohol dependence to religion devotion, everything we can lay our hands on in the external world. Desperately, we search and grasp, still without knowing what it is that is causing the deep agony we wish to distract ourselves from. This type of change is such that causes and accumulates more prana in one’s life, in other words, it is the desperate fight that spirit puts up before going into the good night.
The second type of change is when the utter agony caused by the first type of change (or no change at all) is too much to bear any longer. Then there is no other choice, but to return inward, back towards oneself. This is sometimes presented as a wake up call–when something in life changes dramatically such as an outbreak of illness, relationship breakdowns, accidents etc. When we consciously return, we know there is no where to go and nothing to improve. When we realize we are whole and in unity with all by returning to our SOULS, the search ends and life begins.
Life is a returning. Going back within, into our inner hearts, is not an abstract or elusive thing. It is walking waking life, each moment, with our inner hearts. It is not keeping this knowledge in our minds, and still go through life numbing ourselves with all kinds of distraction such as compulsive working and studying, television, movies, alcohol, drugs, sex, food, facebook, even meditation with an inappropriate intent, and the list goes on. It is dealing with life, every moment as it comes. When we begin to see and act through our inner hearts, life becomes an experience of GRACE. The inner struggles, fighting and disharmony dissolve, and we begin to breathe and live FIRE rather than prana.
This is the beginning of glory in one’s life. And this moment, everything changes, truly, in a blink of an eye.
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